My last post was five months ago. And since then, a lot happened. Talagang madami. At sa dami ng mga nangyari hindi na ako nakapagblog pa. Hindi ko na na-update. Bast. Napakagulo ng lahat. O baka ako lang ang magulo? Kahit ngayon na ginagawa ko ang post na ito naguguluhan ako. Five months later. Eto na ako. Malapit nang bumigay. I hope not. I really hope not. Sa Feb 2 na ang 1st death anniversary ni Inang. I failed her. The woman who believed in me. I failed her. I failed everybody.. including myself. I hope soon everything will be fine, before its too late. Right now, I need someone or something that would control my life. Ewan. Wala na ko direksyon. Bahala na siya. Oo ikaw. Amen.
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